Category : Poems

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Here,
As I sit in this dim lonely room
I'm left thinking of the way
I'll have to pay my concequences 
dealing with you
I'm sorry for your hurting
Even though,
My actions still don't carry remorse
I'm wanting to be this GOOD image
But, i cant see myself living
Without this given curse
"Please forgive me"
I scream only in fear of you leaving
For I know,
I can't stand to be alone
Then, I'll be left to see my true weakness
Still, I'm refusing to give what you're asking 
What you're  needing 
I'm selfish
Only seeing my views of a fulfilled 
Vengeful 
Woman 
But, I love you
Even as I cause you to drown in your own tears 
But, I love you
Even through the nights I betray you
Us
And disappear 
But, I love you
Even as you comfort my undesirable rage
But, I love you
Even as you confusingly watch me walk away
I'm gone
Rapped up in an illusion
 that your here forever
To stay
But, I love you
Even as I stab you
Repeatedly 
Even as your committed heart pulls to not leave me
But, I love you 
Come here,
I'll momentarily ease your pain
Just to keep you
Manipulate you
Into staying another day
 
Written by: Maiakla Stephens