Back But Gone Read Count : 154

Category : Stories

Sub Category : Drama
So...I was glad when I saw your shadow from the street below my window. You were standing there, looking up the sky, looking up to me. You were holding white balloons, I was clueless, I don't know why. Maybe 'twas your way to say sorry. 

Sorry for all the things you've caused me
Sorry for all the words you've dropped to cut my heart
and sorry for all the lies you've rushed just to cover the truth.

But anyways, I got down and stood before you. No one has ever spoken, eyes are reading each other's moment. Hearts are beating but as it continued beating, those memories are flashing back inside my mind. Those memories I remember every time.

Every time you cheat behind my back
Every time you push me away when you're with your friends
Every time you introduce me as your friend when you're with your family
And every time you tell everyone that I'm a slut when I'm just talking to some other guys.

Is that even right? No! It hurts, you killed the old me. I was never be the same person anymore more! You did this to me! I as so ashamed that I can't even get out of my room anymore. I was so afraid that one of these days, I'll be hurt again.

Guess what, I am matured enough to express and accept all the things I never wanted to be revealed before. And now, what gut did take you here back to me?

But you know what the problem is? My heart! It is my heart that's pushing me towards you. It is my heart that brings me back to you. 

You reached my face and and wiped my tears away and said "I'm so sorry." I shook my head and hugged you as tight like it's my last hug.

And I was right, it is my last. Because as I felt myself vanishing away from your arms, those balloons come along and let my soul fly away with all the love and care that should be kept alive. 

You're back...but I was Gone.

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  • Apr 13, 2017

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