Category : Poems

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My heart isn't cold
It's just guarded 
No matter what you were told
At the time I was bombarded 

Fighting for life
While Battling depression
So many years I sacrificed 
Cutting off my own blessings 

Hold another one down
When he could never hold me up
Didn't even come around
But wanted me to stay stuck 

In a dead relationship 
Blocking everyone out my life
Was glued to him at his hip 
But he couldn't make me his wife

Damn right I started running 
Scared of repeating the same thing
After he loved bombed me
But he never changed 

Waited all the years
Until I got tired
I swallowed those tears 
Shit he got fired

When I made my mind up to go 
It wasn't no more chances
After all you had another hoe
3 way circumstances 

That was it for me
When he renewed the contract again
November set me free
After losing my lover & best friend 

December came around
I ran into the right one
I wanted to love him down
Destiny then begun

Funny at my lowest
God sent him in
Then you done the most
Trying to pay him to pretend 

To string me alone 
As several did 
After doing me wrong
And treating me like I'm a kid

You crossed that line
Of no return 
Wasting my time 
The pain can't be undone

I'm not going back 
When God has showed me the other three... I suffered the attacks & I got the victory....

Just because I'm a soldier 
Don't put me in war
Better know I'll fold ya
If you push me to far

Destiny won't stop
Even if you forfeit 
Times ticking on the clock
And God's not playing one bit💯