Category : Poems

Sub Category : N/A

Waking up
Instantly 
My mind is replaying familiar scenes
Looking over to my right
Only to see a familiar being
One my hurt belongs to
Yet, my body calls out for more
I can't reject it's needs
Accepting that
A younger me was torn
Was imprinted with cold hands
That can't be removed
I'm needing to be touched
Abused
My heart just won't allow me to use you
Sustaining the pain
As my mind is yelling 
"Run Away"
Touch after touch
Mixing pleasure with pain
I can't control this addictive gain
I think it's fair to say
You can't compare to this illness
I continue to create
And
I'm not sure if i even want to be saved