Category : Stories

Sub Category : YoungAdult

Looking at myself.  I see pain my eyes is full of pain.  I'm 23 years old and all my life being on this earth I never thought I still be this full of pain. First let me tell you bout my pain. The pain I have is the pain I wouldn't want my enemy to have. My pain started over a brake up.... YES...  A break up.  I was convince that it was love nd I was happy nd I was good. But it way all the way wrong....  I was inlove with someone that put they hands on me.  told me I would never be happy with out them.  Someone that told me I will kill myself if they left. Now I have had moments back then were it was hard I was depressed out this world.  I mean I do anything to try to get this person back.  Because the way she made me fill I truly believe that was love.  I had loved over the world to a point I would have gave up my family to be with her. Cut all conmuaction off.  What ever she said I did. I started to lose everything she lift family not messing with me nd cut all friends of cuz that's what she told me to do.  She was my GOD.  Now when I say GOD not the man up in Heaven. But she was bout near . I was over in love and in that time I seen how she made me feel like I was the most beautiful person in her eyes.  But with the same eyes made me fill like the ugliest person. It's been some months since then I be finding myself. I had let her control me nd my body nd my mind nd almost my soul.