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Deceitful Lust:


Not knowing my choices of leaving you the way I did
Was going to impact us to this extent
I'm angry 
Your angry
I'm hurting 
Your hurting 
I never knew love resided 
I'm trying to not make it concerning
I've caused you silent tears
I never knew you shed
Yet,
An eruption is near
We're left craving to put each other to bed
Lusting for each other's bodies
Knowing
The consequences could be deadly
I'm possessive 
Yet, I no-longer own the right to be
I'm beyond unregretful 
on a sexual aspect of things 
You want me physically
Emotionally, you can't handle my touch
I've purposely created trouble 
Both of our wants are too much
Devastated 
How can we really heal?
We're in need of each other's time
Yet, I'm no-longer yours 
Your no-longer mines
A twist of backed up emotions 
That are due to be casted
But
As we lay
We force to ignore the pain
When it's done 
Were left with endless shame
That
We're both secretly hiding
Just to fix the tears we create
Returning to our lover's faces
Deceitfully smiling
Back to playing as enemies
Pretending that our time has been forgotten
Yet, have we questioned
Who are we really fighting?

Written by: Maiakla Stephens