Category : Stories

Sub Category : YoungAdult

Ever feel alone?... Trapped... Like your jus in a position and you can't get out of it... Imagine being in this position all your life always feeling confused, frustrated, having pain that never subsides. Eventually, it starts to take its toll.. After years of pain, having to hide yourself... You become depressed. Depression can sneak up on you... When I found out about it, I denied it. I wanted to b strong for myself, Because I had no one to be strong for me. Restless nights and constant frustration, I wanted to die so bad.. But in all honesty.. I was afraid.. Terrified of taking my own life.. So, if I were ever in a position where I had to fight for my life... I wouldn't fight.. I wouldn't do anything.. Being a child of rape, having ur father not want to be in your life, not having an emotionally present mother... Its hard💯 its all hard. You feel stuck.. Like you can never please anyone, your self esteem deteriorates... You've begun your inner destruction.