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Numbers 22
New International Version
Balak Summons Balaam
22 Then the Israelites traveled to the plains of Moab and camped along the Jordan across from Jericho.

2 Now Balak son of Zippor saw all that Israel had done to the Amorites, 3 and Moab was terrified because there were so many people. Indeed, Moab was filled with dread because of the Israelites.

4 The Moabites said to the elders of Midian, “This horde is going to lick up everything around us, as an ox licks up the grass of the field.”

So Balak son of Zippor, who was king of Moab at that time, 5 sent messengers to summon Balaam son of Beor, who was at Pethor, near the Euphrates River, in his native land. Balak said:

“A people has come out of Egypt; they cover the face of the land and have settled next to me. 6 Now come and put a curse on these people, because they are too powerful for me. Perhaps then I will be able to defeat them and drive them out of the land. For I know that whoever you bless is blessed, and whoever you curse is cursed.”

7 The elders of Moab and Midian left, taking with them the fee for divination. When they came to Balaam, they told him what Balak had said.

8 “Spend the night here,” Balaam said to them, “and I will report back to you with the answer the Lord gives me.” So the Moabite officials stayed with him.

9 God came to Balaam and asked, “Who are these men with you?”

10 Balaam said to God, “Balak son of Zippor, king of Moab, sent me this message: 11 ‘A people that has come out of Egypt covers the face of the land. Now come and put a curse on them for me. Perhaps then I will be able to fight them and drive them away.’”

12 But God said to Balaam, “Do not go with them. You must not put a curse on those people, because they are blessed.”

13 The next morning Balaam got up and said to Balak’s officials, “Go back to your own country, for the Lord has refused to let me go with you.”

14 So the Moabite officials returned to Balak and said, “Balaam refused to come with us.”

15 Then Balak sent other officials, more numerous and more distinguished than the first. 16 They came to Balaam and said:

“This is what Balak son of Zippor says: Do not let anything keep you from coming to me, 17 because I will reward you handsomely and do whatever you say. Come and put a curse on these people for me.”

18 But Balaam answered them, “Even if Balak gave me all the silver and gold in his palace, I could not do anything great or small to go beyond the command of the Lord my God. 19 Now spend the night here so that I can find out what else the Lord will tell me.”

20 That night God came to Balaam and said, “Since these men have come to summon you, go with them, but do only what I tell you.

If I had a topic for this message, it would be who can curse what God has blessed and my subtitle would be, ACCESS DENIED BY GOD. Jealousy and envy by anyone feeling threatened by your presence, gifting, or religious beliefs is dangerous. People become so obsessed to the point of plotting to murder another person, while it becomes a game paid for the hunt. Being a target of hate after refusing a man of celebrity status came with an expensive price. That price my dear was priceless because it was my very own life; required by the hands of a man that I loved.  But the appointed time to marry wasn't at hand. Anguished built-up within after falling in love but it wasn't God's will at that time to pursue destiny. Two lives unequally yoked and I was more worried about what religious people would say, than my own destiny at the time. Had I known then what I know now, I would have ran and never gave attention to this killer lover. To curse someone with witchcraft with a death spell, how low down & dirty can one be? Love has never hurt no one; people do. The obsession went from love, to premeditated murder while plotting to have my own family & community To kill me. The plot thicken fast and the pain of hurt weighed heavily on my heart. Everyone's pointing fingers at each other but no one is yet to take accountability.  After being cursed by Michael MacCoy Segbawu from Accura, Ghana from my pictures; I knew my life would never be safe. He was only used as a pun for greater damage, and this has cost me 17 years of my life. Being blocked from marriage, having kids of my own and being afraid to live but scared to die. My only question was why?? He was paid to do it as a voo doo practioner & no remorse or give a damn was given. I lost my life three times, my aunts, cousins, mother, father, & brother behind the sacrifices of an elite TERRIOST organization.  I looked on and because I knew too much they stripped me of my giftings. Prophecy, dreams, visions, healing,  prayer, speaking & interpretation of tongues. No one said one word but looked on & continued the same offense all for the greed of power & the mighty dollar. My, my, my evangelists, pastors, bishops, apostles, prophets, ministers, laymen, minister of music... you name it, the church looked on. Instead of intercession I became a money hog & a pun in a game of chess. No one cared it was all about what they can get out of a the situation I was left for dead in. Can these dry bones live? Stripped of the holy ghost, life & barren with no help. You want to know why I'm bitter? I just told you. Billions in this nation but only I was the target and now the day of reckoning is here. Death upon death after God gave everyone time and chance to repent & make things right. It's is now too late. The time is up, the doors are closed, the moment is gone & the curtains are closed. Selah.

☆THE MONEY MOTIVE
Money became the people's obsession from $1 million hit that was put on my head. I left my job from the prison being a trusted inmate confided in me the plot on my life. I left correctional nursing to be safe until the plot followed me from church to church. Job to job with people taking my pictures & video recording me without consent. I then became an MK ULTRA experiment without consent. The government stole my money, property, broke in my home and installed hidden cameras and then on my jobs paying people to stalk me 24/7 without end. Disturbing my peace, gang stalking me at my home & neighbors house. Put airtags & GPS trackers on my vehicles. They hacked my social media accounts & copied my phone to see me every second, minute & hour of the day. I got tired & started speaking out, then the threat worsened because an elite group targeted me for not staying quiet for their sacrificial offering. Funny, God works in mysterious ways. When the lies that were told on me, become the burial of the liar; whom tried to bury you. No mercy, nothing but hate. I felt helpless, embarrassed,  ashamed,  hurt and in disbelief after losing everything but my life. Running from the love of my life in every relationship being a set up from hell because the devil had a plan to take me out. Money. Motive. Fame. Fortune. No love was never the real reason, let's be real about this situation. 

☆THE PASSAGE THEN EXPLAINS THE CONSEQUENCES OF GOING AGAINST GOD, and it reads!!
Balaam’s Donkey
21 Balaam got up in the morning, saddled his donkey and went with the Moabite officials. 22 But God was very angry when he went, and the angel of the Lord stood in the road to oppose him. Balaam was riding on his donkey, and his two servants were with him. 23 When the donkey saw the angel of the Lord standing in the road with a drawn sword in his hand, it turned off the road into a field. Balaam beat it to get it back on the road.
22 But God was very angry when he went, and the angel of the Lord stood in the road to oppose him. Balaam was riding on his donkey, and his two servants were with him. 23 When the donkey saw the angel of the Lord standing in the road with a drawn sword in his hand, it turned off the road into a field. Balaam beat it to get it back on the road.

24 Then the angel of the Lord stood in a narrow path through the vineyards, with walls on both sides. 25 When the donkey saw the angel of the Lord, it pressed close to the wall, crushing Balaam’s foot against it. So he beat the donkey again.

26 Then the angel of the Lord moved on ahead and stood in a narrow place where there was no room to turn, either to the right or to the left. 27 When the donkey saw the angel of the Lord, it lay down under Balaam, and he was angry and beat it with his staff. 28 Then the Lord opened the donkey’s mouth, and it said to Balaam, “What have I done to you to make you beat me these three times?”

29 Balaam answered the donkey, “You have made a fool of me! If only I had a sword in my hand, I would kill you right now.”

30 The donkey said to Balaam, “Am I not your own donkey, which you have always ridden, to this day? Have I been in the habit of doing this to you?”

“No,” he said.

31 Then the Lord opened Balaam’s eyes, and he saw the angel of the Lord standing in the road with his sword drawn. So he bowed low and fell facedown.

32 The angel of the Lord asked him, “Why have you beaten your donkey these three times? I have come here to oppose you because your path is a reckless one before me.[a] 33 The donkey saw me and turned away from me these three times. If it had not turned away, I would certainly have killed you by now, but I would have spared it.”

34 Balaam said to the angel of the Lord, “I have sinned. I did not realize you were standing in the road to oppose me. Now if you are displeased, I will go back.”

35 The angel of the Lord said to Balaam, “Go with the men, but speak only what I tell you.” So Balaam went with Balak’s officials.

36 When Balak heard that Balaam was coming, he went out to meet him at the Moabite town on the Arnon border, at the edge of his territory. 37 Balak said to Balaam, “Did I not send you an urgent summons? Why didn’t you come to me? Am I really not able to reward you?”

38 “Well, I have come to you now,” Balaam replied. “But I can’t say whatever I please. I must speak only what God puts in my mouth.”

39 Then Balaam went with Balak to Kiriath Huzoth. 40 Balak sacrificed cattle and sheep, and gave some to Balaam and the officials who were with him. 41 The next morning Balak took Balaam up to Bamoth Baal, and from there he could see the outskirts of the Israelite camp.
Knowing the angel of death has literally chased everyone of my enemies that took the bait to kill me through witchcraft & sorcery.  Witches and warlocks trying to cash in on my life but didn't realize their lived would be the offering. Innocent people where also put in the midst of this witch hunt. Until this day being the whistle-blower, the attacks haven't stopped. Trying to block me from true love and moving on has been torment and hell to pay. Being up all night fighting for my life, in pain, missing work, being stalked and harassed;  couldn't work, when I wanted to work because my bills never stopped rolling when I did. Fought cancer from this death rituals & survived. The pain pushed me forward, the betrayals lit a flame in me that could not be distinguished. Will I die, not before the appointed time. My will was to die and God said no. I died three times in this battle but each time, nobody but God raised me back up. Man can not kill what God has anointed to live. To all those that are going through any circumstances keep believing and keep going. Don't give up and keep applying pressure,  to put your foot on the devil's head. Will I stop believing in God? No. Will I give up? No, I might give out being exhausted & rest but never will I give up. Even in exhaustion,  I'm still moving forward after disappointments and spiritual attacks. I became a target of hate and it's been me against a cold world whom have taken the devil's bait to die. Now I just sit back and watch God fight on my behalf!! Man is appointed once to live and twice to die. Be encouraged no matter what you're going through!!