Category : Poems

Sub Category : N/A

I'm in my ocean,

it's dark and filled with little light,

it's lonely in here,

I can't see anyone nearby.


I shout but am unheard,

I scream but no replies,

I cry out but there is no one to take me out of here.


I'm under water,

but I can breathe somehow,

it comes out as shallower breaths though,

like something is weighing heavy on me.


The heavy weight is strange,

it surrounds my heart and lungs,

it feels like an aching sadness,

that seems like it has always been there.


I don't even know how long I've been here,

if it's been minutes, hours or days,

it seems like my time is endless,

and I'm not sure when I can escape it.


I realise I'm surrounded by water,

I'm truly alone,
would it really matter if I gave in,
when there is no one out there who cares.


I think I will let myself go,

fall into my depression,

that feels like rushing waves,

drowning seems easier,

now that I'm always feeling alone.