Category : Poems

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Closed off from everything and everyone I found solice with my thoughts, no reason to smile inside I felt hurt. 
I kept yearning for love, though I'm emotionally broken, afraid of public rejections I'd pour my heart out through texting. 
I'm a sensitive man, I feel everything all at once, I love too easily, I love way to deep, I'd gave more love than I'd often receive. 
When I speak of love, I'd utter words so sincere no one may never know it's all coming from a broken heart, I'd invest my time, my energy into forming a relationship only for it not to last. 
I self isolate, consumed by both love and hate, I hate that I get too emotional invested, I love that even though I may not always get back the love I've tried giving out, in my heart love continues to reign.
Separation anxiety for years has haunted me, on the surfaced for a while I might smile, for a while I might get woman's time, though at first I'd enjoyed the attention, the pain from within causes hurtful words to be spokened. 
Amidst the pain, I welcomed her hi's and hellos, all while battling so many highs and lows, for the first time deep down I loved her and she loved me and it felt like everything I hope it'll be. 
I only wanted to reasure her of my love but I only said it too much, I never thought things would feel forced, or felt rushed, the spark that once emanated from her eyes when they met mines, seems to have long gone.