Category : Poems

Sub Category : N/A

Yell at me baby, yea, I'm begging you,
I don't care, just tell me what to do;
Losing my grip on reality,
Missing your touch as I fall asleep;

Breathing you in my love, I breath you deep;
I'm counting bugs my love, your counting sheep;
One, Two, and Three, release anxiety;
I miss your touch my love, for you I'll bleed;

Ripping out hair again, I'm counting strands,
Coping with numbers, like we're holding hands; 
Counting the seconds on this loud ass fucking clock;
Waiting for your sweet voice, just want the numb to stop;
Another fucking body, yea you'd think my heart would rot,
Instead I'll drain this bottle till it's down to its last drops;

Yea, yell at me baby now I'm begging you,
I'm needing something to ignite these fumes;
Melancholy clouds, now they hang Over my head;
Trying to avoid the thoughts of death now once again;

Too many bodies now, I see them in my mind,
Every. one. I could've helped, but I thought it'd be fine;
Thought that I was staying safe, avoiding desperate situations,
Was I fucking selfish, or, was it just self preservation?
I don't really know, but now it's ringing in my head,
A depressing little tune rising from the angry dead
~RaeVyn H3llfire~

(I wrote this while tipsy asf on some screwdrivers, anyways I hope it's alright lol I don't even remeber writing it so here ya go)