Category : Diary/Journal

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Thoughts are numb.
The walk through my mind has no direction,yet so direct.

Eerie are my feels as I try to make sense of it all.I don't want to be perfect anymore.
Wasn't anyway...

Skipping through the motions and notions that make my conscience heavy.

I try too much and too hard to be it all for all of you.
The effort equals to a fail. 
A twisted and unwholesome kind of love.

I cannot get anything out of my head...
Knowing that you are not with me.

I need to feel bad but I cannot feel anything.
I try to stand my ground but then the walk through my mind crumbles.

I want us to be so much more,but damn...
There is no wins with you.

All efforts equal to a fail.
The walk through my mind is staggered 
As I feel you ruin me .

I am powerless again, hurtful again, sorry again...