Category : Poems

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Outside late in the night 
Calming silence in others sight
Inside myself a deafening fight
Drowning in trauma from my past
Triggers come on fast
Not sure how long this one will last
Episodes of manic chaos inside
No one can tell what suffering I hide
Impossible to count the tears cried
Parts of me are missing and stolen
My eyes are tired puffy and swollen 
reminiscing as the world keeps rollen
Once where there was a light heart
Darkness is growing tearing me apart 
Gave life my very best from the start
No longer myself I don't think 
Quickly like quicksand I sink
Always pushin myself to sanity's brink
Never payin attention to the toll taken
Brokenness has my soul shaken
I thought I was loved I was mistaken
This pain has taken to big of a toll
Trauma after trauma since 4 yrs old
Turning a warm heart frozen cold
Because now without a doubt there's A Darkness within my soul