Category : Poems

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Fuck you! 
You don't know what it's like,
To be so messed up,
that you hope that you die.  
When your over your life,
and you know that you might,
put a knife to your throat as you cry.
But I chose to survive cause I think I can focus and try more.  
Don't wanna die from emotions I hide. 
You couldn't care that I'm broken inside,
You just poke and provoke till the moments arrive! 
Why?!
Why you gotta do this to me?
You choosing to be so abusive and mean.
Refusing to leave till my brain has been taken. 
Your placing a noose on the beam!
Your heating the blade, 
And then saying don't cut. 
I ain't been myself in months.
You keep pointing the finger.  
Well look in the mirror!  
Could it not be any fucking clearer? 
Fuck you!
You don't know what it's like,
To be so messed up, 
That you hope that you die.
Yea I scream and I cry, 
Cause' it's lonely at night.
You know maybe some day I'll get it right
Put up your fists let's get ready to fight! 
Pull out the fucking knife! 
Let's draw some blood.
You know we're still young,
Still a little teenage dumb. 
Still looking for crazy ways to get numb,
Just wanna have some fun.
You know?
Wanna get high,
Have the time of my life,
Wanna believe everything's al-fucking-right.
Take a breath and my chest is tight,
Fly a little higher on this magic kite.
You know,
Fuck you!
You don't know what it's like,
To be so messed up,
That you hope that you die. 
Yea I cry in the corner,
Cause' life's so lonely. 
Ha!
I ain't got no homies!
I'm a little scared,
I'm terrified.
Questioning what the point is in this fucking life.
I fake a smile,
Give a high five,
Questioning how I'm gonna fucking survive! 
Yea, 
Fuck you!  
You don't know what it's like,
To be so messed up, 
That you hope that you die.
When your so done with your life, 
And you know that you might, 
Put a knife to your throat as you cry. 
But I chose to survive. 
Fuck you...
I chose to survive...
~RaeVyn HellFire~