It's Just A Moment Read Count : 97

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It's the way my heart nearly  ripped my rib cage when I first met him.There he was sitted in the office ,despite that there were two people my eyes where fixed on him.I do feel I gave him a long stare ,before I hesitantly moved my eyes to the lady sitting next to him.For a moment  I forgot I was dripping wet from the terrible weather outside.I did miss the part when he offered me a  sit because I was lost in his eyes.He sat there quietly and hardly said a word as the interview proceeded, He did throw a smile once in my direction and I think I did catch him taking a glimpse of me.

It's been nearly 19 months now ,but the feeling won't go away.I feel it getting stronger each day.I believed by this time ,I would be over him.It was meant to be a short period of madness,a moment of fantasy. But to my surprise the feeling is growing as each day passes by.I sometimes feel like asking him to remove his glasses so that I can look deep into his eyes and maybe I could find the answers I seek.


I have had multiple conversations with him in his absence. I have looked deeply into his soul,as the butterflies 🦋 in my tummy flap so hard at the sound of his voice.I feel am going insane though seeing him makes me feel sane.I know am not meant to feel this way ,yet I breathe better with this feeling.He is not a drop dead gorgeous guy but there is something about him that I can't explain.His height,body  just feels so right.I love the way he looks at me from his height it gives a perfect angle.His teeth are not perfect but his smile is heart melting,it's like he smiles from within and means it.His uniform sits in the right places on his body.


Each time I try to shut him out,my heart yearns for him more.My mind wonders what goes through his mind .How I wish I could fathom what he thinks when he lays his eyes on me.Does he ever feel the way I do ,it's a mystery that I wish to solve one day.

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