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 I thought I was cheated out of something good when I lost you. I found this and it makes sense:

God never takes away something from your life without replacing it with something better. 
-Billy Graham

God knows the heart of every person. 
He knew that you loved me, but it was not the kind of love He wanted for me. 
When you pushed me away, it was His way of protecting me.
My husband told me that and now I see that he was right all along.
He may not have your soft voice and he may not hold me the way you did, but he loves me in all the other ways that matters most.
After everything I did he still stays. 
That alone says a lot.
It's a love only Christ can give.
I pray that God will be gracious enough to you to mend what is broken in your heart and soul.
I hope you will oneday be able to love the mother of your children the same way. 
I hope God will teach you how to be the man He wants you to be.
I don't want this. 
I don't want you to be lonely, sad, depressed.
I want you to live and I want you to live His way, which is far better than our way.
I want you to be really happy.
That is all I want for you.
Seeing you like this makes me sad.
Even if I cannot love you in that way, I still care a lot about you.
You will always be in my thoughts and heart.

Silent Angel