Category : Diary/Journal

Sub Category : N/A

I see you.
I feel you.
I hear you and I understand.
We are more alike than I thought.
Sometimes I just want to be left alone too.
Not wanting to be touched or talked to.
Especially when I'm feeling sad.
I want to cry when I feel the need to.
Alone.
Without having to explain why.
Once, so long ago you were there to hold me in those moments. (The way that he will never love me.)
I got so used to you not being here, but thinking about those times makes me miss you so bad, making me cry even more.
You are not that far away, but to me, on this side, it feels like we're worlds apart.
There is too much standing between us.
Too much has happened with too many people.
There is just too much.
Too much hurt.
You broke my trust too many times.
Things can never ever be the same between us.
But that does'nt make me love you or make me miss you any less.
It just increases the pain of what I'm feeling and my fear of you.
I hope you understand.
You will always have a place deep inside my heart and I will always, always miss you.

Silent Angel