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I once knew a love that was passionate and deep.
All I'm left with now is a love that leaves me lonely, sad and wanting.
I'm starting to forget the way you used to laugh.
After so many years I don't even remember the sound of your voice.
They say that no-one is perfect and after everything that is said and done, I know that to be true.
I only remember being in your arms.
Your kisses.
That was perfect.
Falling in love for the first and last time.
Those were the only perfect moments I have ever known, have ever felt.
Nothing felt more real and more perfect than that.
I quess that is why I miss you so much.
Because I never felt that again
and I know I never will.
That's what breaks me.
What I don't understand.
What I can never get over.
How you can push me away and sleep with a thirteen year old girl.
I saw you riding to her house on your bicycle almost every day.
You never talked to me.
Never cared
You just let me see.
I did not want to know. I did not want to see.
You don't know what you did to me.
Not to mention all the others after.
I'm the one left, still crying.
Because I was never over you.
If real love is not a feeling, why do you hurt so much?

Silent Angel