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Being appart, so far away from you.
It hurts on a level that I can't explain.
Trying to find some kind of comfort in my hurt, in the silence between us.
Finding some kind of comfort in the grief my heart carries.
I have to be comfortable in all of it.
After all, if this is going to be the rest of my life, I have to. 
In all of this, I have to find the strength to keep going no matter what.
Even when I feel stuck, not being able to move forward.
When all my heart wants, is you.
It's not fair to me. Leaving me like this.
In the state I'm in.
Constantly sad.
Forced to make peace with the fact that I was never that important to you.
Not important enough to come back for.
Not important enough to talk to and work it out with me.
You made me feel like I was nothing to you, when you were  everything to me.
In my heart you always were.
Now I'm just another girl from your past.
Struggling, fighting to forget.

Silent Angel