Category : Diary/Journal

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There's an ache in my heart everytime I see his face.
An emptiness, a longing for his voice, his touch,
that time cannot erase.
How long will I still miss him
and love him?
More than twentyseven years can tell.
My heart shattered, losing him.
I lost myself.
Trying to cope, living without him, feels like life is playing some cruel game.
Tortured with memories past.
There was a flasback.
I remembering being on his lap, sitting on the edge of his bed.
He picked me up and I leaned over to turn the music off. 
Now I can't even lean over to do something, not even something stupid as tearing stickers off a machine without that memory flashing through my mind. 
It's like a trigger. Bringing tears to my eyes. I want to forget, but that is near to impossible.
I am hopeless. Maybe that is what my heart has been trying to tell me for so many years.
Even when I want to forget, my heart never does.
It made me realize that I still miss him and I still love him, so very, very much.
With every shattered piece of my heart.

Always and forever

Silent Angel