ANOTHER MEMORY Read Count : 17

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There's an ache in my heart everytime I see his face.

An emptiness, a longing for his voice, his touch,

that time cannot erase.

How long will I still miss him

and love him?

More than twentyseven years can tell.

My heart shattered, losing him.

I lost myself.

Trying to cope, living without him, feels like life is playing some cruel game.

Tortured with memories past.

There was a flasback.

I remembering being on his lap, sitting on the edge of his bed.

He picked me up and I leaned over to turn the music off. 

Now I can't even lean over to do something, not even something stupid as tearing stickers off a machine without that memory flashing through my mind. 

It's like a trigger. Bringing tears to my eyes. I want to forget, but that is near to impossible.

I am hopeless. Maybe that is what my heart has been trying to tell me for so many years.

Even when I want to forget, my heart never does.

It made me realize that I still miss him and I still love him, so very, very much.

With every shattered piece of my heart.


Always and forever


Silent Angel







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