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I once saw a picture. It was a glimpse of the man I fell in love with.
He was smiling the same way he used to smile at me when he once loved me.
Thinking about that face only brings me tears now.
A beautiful, but so sad memory of the man I thought he was.

I tried to understand him. Why he did what he did. Maybe I just did not know him at all.
It was thirty years ago since his kiss changed me.
The first and last time I ever fell in love.
A lifetime ago.
His face still haunts my dreams sometimes at night. 
In my dreams it feels so wonderfull to be so close to him, but the reality of who is, is heartbreaking.
Having to hear and watch him destroy his life all those years was heartbreaking for me. Not being able to say or do anything about it.
I quess this is just the way things has to be. 
Me feeling forever sad for him.

Silent Angel.