Category : Diary/Journal

Sub Category : N/A

*WARNING* >This is a rant< 


 Today... *sigh* today was like a beautiful storm starting with me waking up late and only having ten minutes to make my coffee, brush my teeth, grab my things for school & make it on my bus in time. Mean less to say I get up mainly around 5:30 every morning and I'm not the bus at 6 and for an hour I sit. I sit because the route of my bus is really complex & boring, I get to school... just like any other high school. It's boring, I sit & stare just to be taught meaningless things and than expected to do homework on the meaningless subjects like geometry, American government, English < that reminds me I have an essay to do for that one, or any other teacher who is dying to give me homework before my spring break starts... I try so hard to focus & be the student I'm told to be! But at times I sit to wonder, is if worth the sitting around & just waiting for something to happen? Is it worth the extra time I'm givin on this earthh? Why is it so that I have to put forth the effort if my effort only leads me to another piece of paper saying I did it when I know damn well I know I made it & that I did it.. & that I didn't need my mom or dad or that I didn't need to be taught how to live on my own or to do taxes no... I did it and made it thought because. I just had to. Why? Why the fuck do I have to put forth the effort for something that I'm it going to use ever in my life? What just so I have "knowledge", so I can ruin other kids imagination in becoming a teacher?! 


~ I'm sorry about the rant I just don't have anyone at the moment please excuse my language throughout the passage ~