The Phrase That Beat Me Read Count : 19
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For years I tried to find someone, now I haven't been searching. One small phrase, "next time okay, I'll choose you next time." Then it hits, and I'm still not who they chose. Hating myself to the point I let it run my life, that's how I've lived. Year after year, it's always the same, but now for the first year I'm not even trying. I spend less time with everyone now, and recently my grandfather passed. Ten years I've been here helping take care of him, you figure that kind of good would change you, but I'm still filled with all this self hate. Finally able to think about my life, the future, and what's next, but that one phrase still eats at my insides. I let one phrase ruin me completely, that truly is all on me.
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