Category : Poems

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I know it's getting bad again
When I don't want to be here
And all the things that could've been
Are saying, baby, disappear
Like a ghost trapped in the night
That nobody can see
Dying for a little light
In all this misery. 
I think of all that I've survived
It makes me wonder why
I struggle just to stay alive
When I just want to 
 leave this wretched Earth
That has no place for me.. 
Since the first day of my birth
There's been no place to be
But my soul was made to fight
War's, it's  all I've got to give.. 
Someday, perhaps I'll get it right
And find a way to live
 peacefully with all I have inside
And everything I've lost.. 
Till then I'll fight this turning tide
I've already paid the cost
So there's no point in giving up.. 
The price was much too dear
I hear my angel whisper, "stop.
You're still needed, here."
She tells me the path I walk
Is one only I can walk, 
That I was sent to write, and talk
And I can't do that deed, dead... 
Even as I write these words
Some things just don't seem real... 
I've been blessed, and I've been cursed
With all this shit that I feel.. .