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Alcoholic intake has finally quit.
I'm no longer on chat sites talking to strangers trying to cope.
I'm remembering the good parts.
Putting to rest all my black outs.
I'm giving in less to my anger that was imposed by none other than myself towards myself.
I stopped cutting completely.
I've learned quite a lot I need to work on, and will proceed to do so. 
I will never be the same, that much is certain. 
No more convincing myself they're better off without me.
No more telling myself I don't deserve to be happy.
I've never gotten this far before, because before now, I felt like a failure, and would always be a failure so I'd quit before ever actually trying. 
I'm not doomed to be miserable.