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Yeah, yeah, I feel it sinking in, it's sinking in now. 
I've let it all pile up, the pile is huge now, it's fucking huge now. 
I don't know when it got so bad, this clutter keeps getting in the way, in the way now. 
I keep playing a tune called fake happiness, I'll crack a smile but it's a facade, a facade now. 
I don't know when it got so bad, you're fucking right yeah, you're fucking right yeah. 
Now it's even worse, because I literally don't talk now, I don't even talk now. 
I'm still locked inside my head, and it took so long, to even start looking this hard within now, within now. 
Life never made any sense, every failure, every fall, I stayed so broken, stayed so broken.
I became someone I wasn't, listened to them, then all the above was the consequence.
I'm trying to find my way back, but the paths corroded, yeah it's corroded. Every fucking road is torn assunder leaving obstacles, and the bridge to cross is eroded, yeah it's eroded. 
I know it's gonna take some time, but right now I'm trying, yeah, I'm trying. Trying to find a few lost pieces, I lost along the way.
I promise me and everyone, I won't kill myself, I won't keep breaking when everything falls apart, and I won't give up on me, like I did all those years ago.