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A little too late, yeah, I didn't hesitate, it all got put right into incernerate. Up in flames, sounds about right, just like my life. I've bled it all downward, watched it drip from the knife as I thought my life was over. 
Exposure, a layered out heart so walled in because my love was forced to be ended. Nothing hurts more than that, not the scars I have because of it, not the parts where they never chose me, that's what hurts the most. I've never truly looked at myself like I have been this past year, I'm just trying to make sense of why I am so brutally fucking broken inside and so angry with myself all the time. I want to change, I have to, because if I don't, I truly will never be good enough for anyone.