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I think I told to much of my past
Now it's just a brick you throw the glass
The glass of my eyes and the tears I shed deep
raised covels dont cry
Now told I'm a chameleon within the Deep
Never in my life did anyone say my tears were lie
Told you don't believe the shedding of my demise
Now once again stated to cry
Everyday it's I hate u to I love to hate
Everyday jealousy creeps n keeps u in hells gate
How can I love when I'm not even believed
Just like the wise said NEVER TELL ANYONE YOUR PAST OR DREAMS
To true indeed
Knocked on dreams and straight told not believed of more then half in my past, sorry your problems don't compare to a kid
Lost n aline
Love I thought I finally was thrown
Instead blame n hate
Jelousy n I refuse to feel the hate
U won't get a rise from me
Bc I been thru more then u no
To the point several Dr's said to write a book on survival to my bones.
All I ever wanted was to love you but you don't want my love
And straight to my face sat I can't nor no what love is
Bc I was raped melostade and things done to me un said while said but to those who are unkown say lies from the agony in my eyes is a grow
But live was one thing I always wanted as i grew n grown
Love is one thing I no
Bc since I was 8 I begged for it every day night and beyond leaving poems at my moms phone
Freaking out at my dad to love me n leave mom alone
Never will u no me
But i will fight for my dreams
A buisness where I can make enough to start a community
A place of beauty n truth and everyone helping
I will fight for my dreams but Noone will know it.
Bc as those who succeed say don't tell ppl ur dreams or past or they will pit their opinions in n make u feel last