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Been in love with you for forever, 
Kids with no clue, 
Found us again when we were older, 
Thought that was fate, a sign, my que. 
So I took it and held it tightly, 
Not even thinking that it wouldn't last,
Because I knew in my heart this was final,
So I was giving you all that I am. 

And I know it doesn't entitle me to your future, 
But I thought it would count for more, 
I remember when you told me that your nan would've loved me, 
I felt honoured cus I knew you'd put noone above her, 
I wish I knew that didn't mean a place guaranteed in your life,
And when you say you love me,
You could lie.

Cus now I'm left here broken, 
Sitting on the new carpetted floor, 
Thinking this should've been our happy ever after, 
Not the ending, not the ending... 

Just when I thought things couldn't get better, 
You gave me more,
Then you snatched it out from underneath me like it meant nothing, 
At all. 

I believed, so naive, that you would always catch me,
And I believed this would be the change that would make us all happy,
Why couldn't I make things right? 
How did I let it slip right through my fingers...

Cus now I'm left here broken, 
In our new bedroom, the one that I designed for me and you, 
Thinking this should've been our happy ever after, 
Not the ending, not the ending... 

And I wish that I could say you were a bad guy,
Or that I didn't need you in my life, 
But the truth is I don't know who I am, 
When we don't collide. 


By Trish Huntley