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SHATTERED 



I stare at the mirror 

With rather a keen interest 

I look at the image staring at me 

But this Image gradually fades away

Leaving behind shattered pieces 

But myself Just like this mirror i am shattered

 have become a shadow of my self

 had let my past hunt me 

A past I know nothing of

One  am not accountable to



When will all  these pain all  go away 

When will this pieces all fall into place

This feeling seems to take eternity 

I was told when bad things happen

We expect good things close by

That life moves  up an down just like the zig zag

But what a lie 

Life has taught me this is a lie 

Yes with just these few decades I have served on earth 

I have been first handedly taught so many things  ,for I myself have passed through  things so many



Well some say the scars will go away

Some say it will fade away

Some say it  will heal with time

 To pave open a way to a rectified future 

Put can this really be so

For Each time I look at these scars 

I am torn all over again 

Taking each step back

As I am over powered by my past 



What i desire

Is it really too much to ask ?

All I want is a life quite different and better 

A life to be proud of, a life worth striving for ,a life surrounded by those I love and who love me

Instead I got the irony of that  I wished for.

These are the message of a confused lad

Who only for a fair life asked 

But In reality I guess  this only exist in movies,far away in dream lands, 



 My body faithfully serves as the cage,my mind  undeniably is the key 

But still have I withheld  this  key  

Leaving it all bottled inside,

Each thought, each feeling, each scorn ,each scar, each pain,each fear each tear

Yes I take it all in

In music i do  find consolation like a friend ready to lean on 

But yet has it made it only worse 

As on and on my tears has  told the story.



What I seek

 Is it really too much to find ?

All I wanted is someone worthy of trust , someone who I could lean unto,one  who I could cry unto ,someone to help share these pain , someone to  help realive this burden 

Will i ever find such a one

One of such qualities 

Maybe not, not ever in my life time,



You there hold on to what you still  have, whilst while you still have it ,

Hold on to  those who make you smile

To those who make your world 

To those you form your wall 

To those who  stand by you in wars

To all those who gives you life 

To all those worth living for

Hold on tight and strong ,

For we all are not so  opportuned 

For even a moment to have such a feel 

 

 Yet With my short stay on earth I have come to realise

 that one can't forget the scars gotten ,

 Neither the mistakes made you can't end the pain ,

But yet still,one can cherish the gains of memories attained 

Which in my case where all sour with pains



Here writing to you in his last days 

Is a young sad confused lad

One of shattered dreams and hopes 

If he survives yet another day

Will live still in disdain,

So death why not do  me this , a favour .

Nellup reaps