Category : Poems

Sub Category : N/A

Once again I am being smitten by the truth

As reality Dawn's on me,

Nothing lasts, at some point everything falters.

Why couldn't I see this soon enough,

Why did I have to be fooled all along,

Why did you leave me so shattered ,

Why did we have to share those moments so strong,

Where did we really go wrong, 

Thought of these leaves me fired,

For did you ever take me as a friend 

Or you where all along weird.



Looking back I wished some moments never transpired,

Never knew you where all along locking behind  those shadows, 

Waiting for the right time to fling your arrows,

And you did, I will have to admit , 

And was quite successful  with it,

Cause am stabbed, deeply,strongly pierced  within.



 These thoughts totally makes me devil insane,

Sadness and pain have continued to feed me to haze,

 I stare sraight at this dark daze,

With only sorrow in my mind

As I have longed lost my smile,

Joy also as longed deserted me,

Laughter is only but a memory,

Such memories with you in it,

Sadly am no longer same,

Only a darker version of pale.



Each thought of you makes the trust thick

Have you no guilt, have you no heart

Have you no shame, feel you no pain,

Feel you still sane with all that has been contained,

For I Can't trust no more 

Can't get attached to anyone ,no more

It only destroys me at the end 

Specially when coming a from a trusted friend .

This indeed is betrayal,

One my broken heart has to bear,

And one my shaking hands have to tell.



Nellup Ason