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There it goes now;
Two tall ones deep, and another relapse.
I've lost count now;
And I'm sick from running the laps
.

What's an escape, the alcohol doesn't prevent the next day?
God I want to change, but I can't pray to someone who hasn't proven his own to this current day. 
I'm sick of the circles;
I can't keep jumping their purposely placed hurdles.
Obstacle after obstacle, I need to start passing them because this defeated ass feeling is starting to feel permanent and it's relentless.

There it goes now;
Two tall ones deep, and another relapse.
I've lost count now;
And I'm sick from running the laps.




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  • Nov 04, 2022

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