Category : Diary/Journal

Sub Category : N/A

Today marks the day my life changed. I crashed my car. It rolled, threw me out and rolled over me. Picked me up and threw me through a barbed wire fence. They found me 93 ft from the road. I thought breaking my foot, shattering my ankle to dust and breaking my whole lower back with ruptures to the liver and spleen and bleeding in the brain was the worst. It wasnt. The worst was when she had a miscarriage and then left me without a word. Nothing. She broke my heart into ways I never thought possible. So I guess I really did love her more because I can't go a day without thinking of her in some way. Either she should be here or she would love this right now. I miss her more than anything in the world and there is not a day that goes by I don't think of her or how she is or what she might be doing.  My heart breaks everyday and I have a feeling I never even cross her mind.