Category : Poems

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I’m Broken, 
I’m Battered,
I’m Numb.
I’m done with this shit,
I’m just done.
Been abused since I was, 
so young.
Taste the blood on the tip of my tongue.

I practice my smile in the mirror.
Silent tears as I hide the pain.
I don’t think I’ll be here much longer.
Maybe death’ll make me feel ok.
The scars, 
They cover my body.
My arms,
My thighs,
And my heart.
When I love, 
I love so fiercely.
Betrayal has torn me apart.
I don’t know what to do.
Everybody wants me to change.
Well, I changed and nobody liked it!
I might as well just stay the same.
I long for that feeling,
To be happy.
But still,
It’s something I fear.
I long for some understanding…
But it’s the same,
Year after year.
I guess that I fear feeling joy,
Because the downs’ll be so much worse.
I still long to be happy.
My feelings clash!
It’s a curse!

I’m Broken, 
I’m Battered,
I’m Numb.
I’m done with this shit,
I’m just done.
Been abused since I was, 
so young.
Taste the blood on the tip of my tongue.

I carve my leg like it’s wood.
Fuck! 
I’ll even use the flame!
I should feel happy!
I could!
But still,
I’m numb just the same.
Everyone treats me so different.
I feel like I’m going insane!
I don’t know what the point is!
Still,
Everyday I’m in pain.
I wish I could be fucking perfect!
Then everyone would be happy.
Well perfect Isn’t a thing!
It’s just not fucking REALITY!
I’m up all night counting the reasons.
Reasons why I should just end it!
If I pulled the trigger right now,
Life’ll be more than simply suspended!
I laugh but my smile is FAKE!
That’s something I just love doing.
Saying that I am ok…
No matter how I’m really feeling.

I’m Broken, 
I’m Battered,
I’m Numb.
I’m done with this shit,
I’m just done.
Been abused since I was, 
so young.
Taste the blood on the tip of my tongue.
Been abused since I was, 
so young.
Taste the blood on the tip of my tongue.
Taste the blood on the tip of my tongue.
Taste the blood on the tip of my tongue.