Category : Diary/Journal

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For the past years, I thought I wasn't good enough
But as I write this message, I believe I survived
It was a rough and immense adventure 
But I am not proud of it
I could not fathom 
For I knew I was lost somewhere 
I am not satisfied with what has become
I barely reach this stage 
And I have no doubt I am to blame

I could not grasp what had been happening 
I had big dreams, 
I had that dream of having a bright future
But I couldn't take even a single step 
I kept on blaming the anxiety, the darkness that devoured in me
But I knew for myself I was wrong
I was too shallow 
I had stuck in the middle of fighting
I was loose