I Use To Be An Addict
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I use to be a drug addict Was so hard to get clean I walked away from my family And at time I was mean I used heroin to forget my past Of all things done to me To cover up rape and abuse I got from people close to me I used crack crack coccaine Just to kinda numb my brain Numb my brain numb my heart That's just the very start I cut my arms took loads of pills To hope I'd die And forget how I feel Many things happened to me Got sold to men For money I couldn't see much in my life Getting any better I'd write things down of how I'd feel I even wrote them letters It only took 40 yrs To change my ways Get rid of my tears I met a man on line who made me change my damaged mind Who's helping my rebuild my broken and brused heart This man I never wanna loose I never wanna part I love this man to the core I love him bad I cherish and adore I plan to spend the rest of my life with him Onwards upwards this is my new biggining