Alone
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They don't get it yet; that's alright I guess.
Bleed it dry; every word; let it run until there's nothing left.
Don't react now; don't even speak.
Leave yourself engulfed in silence.
Afraid to talk, afraid to feel, I can't stand this person they built.
I keep fighting a losing battle.
You're too fucking nice, you talk too much, but tell me how the fuck that's really an issue?
I've become so fucking hesitant, even distant.
It's like I gave myself certain restraints.
I'm a ghost with my heart still beating, and those dreams that come once the eyes close I've stopped remembering.
Am I even here; am I figment?
Is this lonely feeling going to be permanent?
I don't have the courage to put my heart in anothers hands; so when I die; I hope the feelings die too.