I Try To Laugh At My Failure Read Count : 86
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𝕀 𝕋𝕣𝕪 𝕋𝕠 𝕃𝕒𝕦𝕘𝕙 𝔸𝕥 𝕄𝕪 𝔽𝕒𝕚𝕝𝕦𝕣𝕖
I try to laugh at my failure. I tell you I really do.
But deep down inside even when I know it's alright I just can't accept it as true.
I try to tell myself that practice makes perfect.
But my perfect just isn't good enough.
That's at least what my mind keeps telling me, and it makes everything really tough.
I try to tell myself that it's okay to make mistakes. But sometimes I think my mistakes are too big.
That's just because I've made so many that tend to snap me in half life a twig.
I try to tell myself that it's okay to cry, even when I feel I can't.
But sometimes my heart just tends to tell me that I need to hold it in, even if I don't think I can.
I try to tell myself that I'm not perfect. But perfect is what I've always expected.
All because I've taught myself to hate me for me and leave myself rejected.
I try to tell myself that I'm gonna be fine and everything is okay.
But deep down inside depression gets the best of me and I just keep drifting away.
I try to laugh at my failure... And I have to admit that sometimes I find it hard.
And sooner or later I'm gonna give up and let failure tear me apart.