Category : Diary/Journal

Sub Category : N/A

𝕀 𝕋𝕣𝕪 𝕋𝕠 𝕃𝕒𝕦𝕘𝕙 𝔸𝕥 𝕄𝕪 𝔽𝕒𝕚𝕝𝕦𝕣𝕖

I try to laugh at my failure. I tell you I really do. 

But deep down inside even when I know it's alright I just can't accept it as true. 

I try to tell myself that practice makes perfect. 
But my perfect just isn't good enough.

That's at least what my mind keeps telling me, and it makes everything really tough. 

I try to tell myself that it's okay to make mistakes. But sometimes I think my mistakes are too big. 

That's just because I've made so many that tend to snap me in half life a twig. 

I try to tell myself that it's okay to cry, even when I feel I can't. 

But sometimes my heart just tends to tell me that I need to hold it in, even if I don't think I can. 

I try to tell myself that I'm not perfect. But perfect is what I've always expected. 

All because I've taught myself to hate me for me and leave myself rejected.

I try to tell myself that I'm gonna be fine and everything is okay. 

But deep down inside depression gets the best of me and I just keep drifting away. 

I try to laugh at my failure... And I have to admit that sometimes I find it hard.

And sooner or later I'm gonna give up and let failure tear me apart.