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Summoned by you?
Or 
Did I summon you by my thoughts?
Am I placed with the intent to heal?
Suppress disarray?
Cause a need for silence?
For they come to me broken
trembling hands
thoughts of previous destruction
Asking for mercy as I hold
Repetitively, begging for comfort
Feeling lost
Far 
From their true inner-strength
Robbed of their goods
Weakened by lashes they can no-longer concur the strength to intake
Am I placed with the intent to heal?
Summoned by you?
Or
Did I summon you by thought?
Am I urged
commanded to be honest?
This stoic image I am to forever be
is it the ever so necessary that I use their pain, to strengthen their dying seeds?
" Stand up, let off your knees!"
I, with no regards to my thrown impact, firmly speak
Forced to ignore the feelings of pity, I feel they may need
An affectionate hand
This stoic image shall encourage them to blend
Blend with their hurt
Those rocks that connected with their skin
Blend with those absent feelings of power they have lost to those, unrevealing and self-centered men
Am I placed with the intent to heal?
Summoned by you?
Or
Did I summon you by thought?
As they lean on me to fix, cover, and heal those open and exposed scares 
Using my body 
Embracing my touch
These non-verbal arms that speak a story
As I please them 
Consciously knowing,
Soon and after their strength is retaught,
I, myself will be left
Previous presences, wrapped up, hidden within,
tied into a compressed knot
Speaking,
" Get up, let off your knees. 
Who is of power,
who deserves to be pleased,
pampered,
feet blessed with a submissive kiss?
You've shed too many tears,
the water is for your pillow to catch!
Man up!"
Demanding in a women's content
" Shield your heart, 
vulnerability is taught."
Then bending them over to cover my tongues deepest, now spoken thoughts
Knowing,
It's words that can't be erased,
It's permanent and planted thoughts
Bending them over, exposing their most secret treasure
For I know,
I've been shown, that exposure leaves nothing to cover 
dropping them down to really feel, what could be considered a heavy pain
so, they now are reminded, there is always a worsened way to embrace
Now, they all have shared a familiar look
A look, as if they recognize that they have fallen in love with a mind,
that was only placed there to give hidden answers,
Questions answered through pain
A lesson I had sought out and instructed on how to tame
Yet, they've glazed up, in the mist of being wrapped,
intertwined between my legs
For, I am not ever here to stay
Intact with what it is you need from me
What it is, 
you may not see that needs to be gained
Am I placed with the intent to heal?
summoned by you?
Or
Did I summon you by thought?
So, I ask
Loving me, as I aggressively mended your heart,
do you ALL despise me for this lesson I taught,
A mix of pleasurable pain that you could not control?
for that control, was for me to hold
to rearrange,
to reproduce an irreversible and untouchable strength 
to give to you the gift of a,
once damaged,
shattered, women's reign

Written By: Maiakla Stephens