Category : Poems

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I'm letting go of the me that fell in love with you.
How I'll turn out, I truly don't know.
I'm growing, and changing...
Truth be told though, I don't want to do this.
It hurts, and truly, it sucks...
I can't keep walking the same path I was
That's certain...
My whole life was put on blast in one instance and for that I'm thankful, so very thankful.
I created one hell of a mess because of my narcissistic self and my selfishness. 
Hating myself has hit a truly new high at this point but I can say now, that I know I was the problem.
I'm fixing me, and it's stressful so far.
I feel like I don't deserve anything...
I don't love myself or believe in myself...
I literally hate me.
How long will this fight go on? 
I don't know, I just know that sooner or later it will reach an end.