Category : Poems

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These Feelings I Try To Deny, Often Has Me Wounding Why, I'm Self-Sabotaging  What I Wanted The Most, I'm Literally Becoming A Ghost, I Don't Mean To Boast, But I'm Sparring Out of Control Constantly Numbing Myself, Just To Get By, It's Killing My Spirit Deep Inside, My Heart and Head Need To Aline, Because I'm Running Out Of Time, Before they Collide, Causing My Death and It Looks Like Suicide, Not Becoming His Bride Will Have Me Crying Up Late At Night Mortified, That Alone Has Me Terrified, I Have To Identify These Insecurity's,  Both Mentally and Spiritually, Then Eventually I Can Move On To  The Next Level, Knowing That I Finally Defeated  All These Demons  Has My Heart Rate Beating, I Really Can't Believe  I Achieve All My Goals,  While They Was Busy Deceiving My Soul, I So Thankful I'm Wise Enough To Know The Difference Between A Friend and A Foe..... © *Alwayz&Forever°Samantha•Snyder°A°True°Writer*