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I was a person who tried to kill myself.
Every single time, death never took me.
They said it, I listened, numerous times.
Scars on my wrists, then the others where I tried with alcohol and other drugs.
I couldn't deal with anything anymore, then the anger in me kept boiling over, over and over again.
I lost control, I admit it.
I hurt those who tried to get close, even lied to them never telling anyone a damn thing about what I went through growing up.
My life turned into a clusterfuck of blackouts and memory loss.
I couldn't stop, so getting here, I can truly say I never thought I'd get here.
My minds not what it used to be.
My heart's not a black-hole now.
All I know now, is that I couldn't keep living that way.