Category : Poems

Sub Category : N/A

I tried to wake up today with a better head on my shoulders.
But once again, they came flying at me like massive boulders.
My heart weighs heavy, it's getting colder.
I want what everyone else has, to find peace as I'm getting older.

But my life is such a mess, loneliness is the only thing I own.
My heart is shattered, my mind is blown. 
I keep picking up the pieces, my hands are full.
I need someone to show me the way, tell me I'm not a fool.

I tried so hard to do everything right.
To be good and kind, but it all fails by the end of the night.
Im so tired of losing this fight.
With no ending, I've lost my sight.

I'm so lost, there's no light at the end of the tunnel.
I think I'll just quit, and bury myself with this shovel.
There's nothing for me here, nor there.
Why was I so dumb to think anyone actually cared.