Category : Poems

Sub Category : N/A

The ceiling, so white
My name ringing in my head
Mum, I think that's my mum
I woke up vomiting
I think I took too much
I don't know why I did
I thought It'd be for the better
I though I could sleep forever
But now I hear doctors and beeping
It's all too familiar
I'm here again
I didn't think I would be
All the therapy and meds
I thought I was done
A psych ward for weeks
The safest I felt
Alone and had nothing to do
Just say and slept all day and ate
I didn't want to but it was the only way to leave
To get out of that world and back to reality
A year goes by and I lose all my friends
Start drinking and smoking wanting to be dead
Is it all worth it? I ask every day
But when I see mum, my best friend
I want to live another day
Be clean for my family
And for once, just breathe