Category : Poems

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I find it strange 
You counting my money
You making dollars but counting MY change
You laughing like it funny

I'm done riding for ya
After fifteen years
You couldn't tell me the truth
Put my life on hold while you lived

I'm gunning for you now
I'm screaming bloody murder
Just know I'm on the prowl
After losing my dear mother

I didn't ask to be in the game 
You drug my name in the dirt
I guess you thought I'd be ASHAMED
After all you done to make me hurt

All you did was make me stronger
My love turned to hate
Got tired of going hungry
After preparing the table I still didn't get a plate 

I'm done being unheard
While YOU'VE TAKEN my voice
You ignored EVERY word
But it's still my CHOICE 

I'm no longer forgiving 
I waited 10 long ass years
This is my life I'm living
Nigga didn't help me pay a bill

Couldn't work BEING sick as hell
I lost EVERYTHING I had
Nigga you wishing me well
That shit just made me mad

You caused this curse
On.me and MY MOMMA
I lost jobs as a nurse
They competing while I'm in trauma 

Fighting to live
TRYING to PAY mine and MOMMAS Bill's
She was SICK EVERYDAY a new pill
ANGER BIHH RAGE is how I feel

To hurt me I could have handled
But MY MOTHER WAS OFF LIMITS
Sabotaged through the scandal
The best revenge will be ME WINNING 

HELD MY PEACE ALL I CAN
The truth people wouldn't believe 
You chose my best friend
Shit I had to LEAVE 

I'm not looking back
I refuse to STUMBLE 
All you seen was my slack 
Criticized ME YET I remained humble

I'm over it now
Burying my mother made ME CHANGE
I'll GET THRU this somehow 
The love will never be the same