Listening To The Morning
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Laying here in my bed
Thinking about everything we've done and said
As the dark sky begins to lighten
Each morning I become less frightened
Especially on those brisk spring mornings
Hearing the birds sing to each other sounds adoring
Reminds me of better times
Fresh starts and new beginnings are on the way
Time to let go of the pain
That I carry too this day,
As I listen to the morning
Clearing my thoughts out of my head
Realizing that I have to let you go
For everything to come to a end.
I know if I do that I can never go back
Once I detach it's forever, that is a fact
It doesn't mean I don't still have love for you
It just means I won't ever let you close enough to
Close enough to love me, hug me or be like we were in any kind of way
I love you from a distance and that's where I'll forever stay
For me this is a huge decision
Once made it is final
Just know I gave all I ever could, just to see you smile
But I don't have any energy to hold onto a love that was never mine
Just hope you know that I gave you all my time
I only needed a chance to change and learn to grow
The lesson being taught as Im listening to the morning
That love can raise your heart above the clouds then take it down low
And sometimes it just doesn't want to grow.