Sometimes
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Sometimes I make decisions
That time aren't my true visions
Sometimes everything will not work out
But you got to be happy for the times that did without a doubt
Sometimes you have to make yourself move on
From a love so strong that you had always prayed for all along
But since you can't have it back
And you're stuck again on the dope sack
Sometimes it's not healthy to be holding on to something gone
Even if your heart still raises wild for them every second of every day
you know you're not on their mind cuz they can't even type text hey
don't know what else to say
Reason I'm breaking down it's cuz I need you to keep the promises that you used to say
I don't have anything left from the happiness that I had
Without the love of my life my best friend my family the girls is why I'm so sad
And I have lots of fighting fits of rage filled with anxiety
No one can ever truly see or feel the pain that is inside of me
I just want to know that I'm something you never wanted to lose
Like you used to say but I guess you didn't give me a chance to choose
took me forever to realize the bad news
That you're over with me and I'm never going to be over you you
There's nothing I can say or do
That will change your mind
So much for a song "Time"
I'm sorry that wasn't enough for you to want me to be yours and you'd be mine
Sometimes you can't unlove somebody
I sat there and let the world pass in silence
Lost my days because my heads filled with violence
look at yourself in the mirror and make a choice
Am i going to sit in the pain and let it hurt the rest of your life not able to have a voice
Or will i put that fake smile on and move forward for the rest of your life and drown out all the noise