Through Traumatized Eyes
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Category : Poems
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Growing up in a world that never listens or believes
Only one way is precieved
Creates a monster inside
Of never feeling good enough and not from pride
Always having to explain and prove yourself to be
Damage ruining relationships from following me
Those behaviors and beliefs won't stay away
No matter what I do or say
If I start believing then I'm proven wrong
By people I love making me realize the only thing I've ever got right was I never belonged
All starting down to being a girl wanting her mom
Trauma Shutdown about to come on
No one's gonna be enough to help this time
Since people only see one side
Gave millions of chances to everyone and never lied
My whole life all I have done is cried
Love and happiness can really hide
Since true people I can't find
Where is the place I belong?
Why can't I find help or the right song
To get me to the place I dreamed I have
A place to never again feel sad or mad
Is wanting to be believed in that bad?
It is something I've rarely have had
Through traumatized eyes
Is seen through the tears I cry
