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I USE TO THINK THE DAY YOU LEFT WAS THE HARDEST PART, BUT I WAS WRONG.
YOU ALWAYS TOLD ME IT WILL NEVER GET BETTER IT'LL ONLY GET WORSE. 
I WAS SURE THAT YOU WERE JUST SAYING THAT BECAUSE I STILL HAD HOPE AND WISHFULLY THINKING THAT YOU WERE.
I OFTEN TOLD YOU THAT YOU WERE MAKING IT SO MUCH EASIER EVERY DAY AND OFTEN YOU'D SAY YOU DON'T GIVE A FUCK YOU DON'T EVEN CARE ANYMORE.
I TOOK THAT SHIT WIT A GRAIN OF SALT,
BROKEN DOWN AND COLD NO WHERE TO GO YOU LEFT ME. 
NO LONGER BLINDED BY LOVE I SEE CLEARLY WITH RAGE BEATING IN MY HEART FOR YOU I WILL NEVER BE THE SAME.
OUR RELATIONSHIP TOSSED IT THE BIRDS IT WORTH IT, LIKE YOU SAID THAT SHIT IS DEAD. 
SELF-CONSCIOUSLY I HAVE TO ADMIT THAT A MAJOR PART OF ME WANTED THINGS TO WORK PERHAPS EVEN DESPERATELY FOR A MOMENT I NEEDED THINGS TO, I COULDN'T SEE MYSELF WITHOUT YOU, YOU AND I WERE FOREVA TIL DEATH DO US PART. 
WHAT SADDENS ME ONCE BEFORE DOESN'T EVEN TAP ON MY FEELINGS, FOR YOU ARE NUMB. I GOT NOTHIN WORD TO MY MOTHER YOUR FREE AND NOW I CAN BREATHE AGAIN. 

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