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Everything's Alright
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Category : Poems
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Look into the mirror and I don’t know what to do Momma telling me come here to show me what’s on the news A kid of 9 years was hiding away the truth From their parents and peers that he was bullied at school They found him in his room hanging up from the ceilin’ Momma told me KayDance you better tell me jus’ how feelin’ I laughed Momma “You don’t gotta’ worry ‘bout a thang.” Gave a kiss, caught my bus and I cried along the way I was getting picked on in the lunch line All my friends ate, and I ain’t never touched mine While my girl’s f*ckin’ ‘round with another guy Dark thoughts started weighing on my young mind But I ain’t never been the type to go and unwind So if you ask my reply’s just “I’m fine” Until I get home my mind doesn’t comply I just lie in my bed and just lie in my head Everything’s alright No sleepin, it replays all night No eating, only take small bites No speaking, keep my jaw locked tight Momma asking, “Everything alright” I smile, “Everything’s alright I promise everything’s alright, everything’s alright” Yeah I’m fine Everything’s alright Yeah everything’s alright Don’t worry about it It’s all good Yeah I’ve tried and I’ve tried and I don’t think I can do it Only thing by my side is my Momma, my girl and music And I know that she gone cry, maybe never get through it But I don’t wanna be alive and death is telling me prove it Bullies telling me do it, teachers think that I’m stupid My nightmares turn to dreams, and get more lucid and lucid Feel like a waste of a human, my friends find it amusing So I just hope they get a laugh at what I’m ‘bout to go thru with Open the drawer and find A boxcutter and slide it down my wrist And let the blood run and spill of the sides I scream and I cry cuz yes it hurts to die But I can slowly feel the pain make its way out my mind I’m sorry that I wasn’t good enough for you guys Wasn’t strong enough to fight the pain so I’m saying goodbye As my life subsides, I close my eyes And just lie in my bed, and just lie in my head Everything’s alright No sleepin, it replays all night No eating, only take small bites No speaking, keep my jaw locked tight Momma asking, “Everything alright” I smile, “Everything’s alright I promise everything’s alright, everything’s alright” Everything’s alright Just say I’m alright Momma I’m doin’ just fine Yeah baby everything alright Don’t think Keep me out your mind Yeah babe everythings great im all good Baby i’ll be just fine Just rest well in the night Know that I love you despite What I’m doin tonight Just know that I’ll be fine Everything gon’ be alright If you have any comments or constructive criticism please let me know... I would like to know your thoughts so I can better myself for future writings